If I Ever Loved You
Baby, I was not the one
I guess you know that now
But I kept you real distracted for a while.
I look back and nothing much
Ever comes to mind
Sometimes I can picture half a smile
We were thick as thieves
Hung on each others sleeves
Kissing all the time
But if I ever loved you shouldn’t I be crying
Shouldn’t I be cracking up
And drinking all the time?
Yeah,if I ever loved you how come I feel alright
How come the nights are so easy
And the mornings look so bright?
I try to figure what has gone
I seem to look the same
Maybe there’s a tightness around my eyes
Sometimes the evening comes
I think I miss someone
And then I realise
That if I ever loved you shouldn’t I be crying
Shouldn’t I be cracking up
And drinking all the time?
Yeah,if I ever loved you how come I feel alright
How come the nights are so easy
And the mornings look so bright?
Love it can make your world
Bring you alive
But I wasn’t dead before
So baby, you ain’t hard to survive.
Maybe I was not the one
But I had to try
And in the end there’s no such thing
As wasted time
Who in the history of music sounds even better more than thirty years on? Justin, that’s who.
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Depends what love is. There’s the gut-twisting, can’t live without you kind that is really obsession and more to do with being possessed by fear and then there is a calm acceptance of the other as someone separate from you and different to you. You do not grant them any power over your ability to be happy and yet there is contentment in being with them. I’ve tried all sorts of love and been married three times. I was fifty before I met “the one” but I wouldn’t have known he was if I hadn’t gone through the other shit. Now I appreciate what loving someone is all about and it makes life so much easier.
I think that’s pretty spot on. After 17 years of marriage, 12 of which I think my Love was taken away from by my son, who I would die for.
We, as a couple, simply lost it. My wife chose to sleep in a different room, and we were cohabiting, rather than living as a family.
Now, in my late forties I found someone, much my junior, who cared, who carried and brought me through abject misery and potential suicide.
Platonic at first – I thought – but I realized I loved her.
Do I still care? Of course.
Did I cry all the time? Yes.
Did I crack-up? Yes.
Was I drinking all the time? Yes.
Are the nights easy? Mostly, Yes.
Do the mornings seem so bright? No… I’m not a lark, every morning has been crap since I was a child!
This song is a song written and delivered from the heart from only someone who has experienced a hard fought-and-lost-love yet rediscovered an ability to survive, to look back, and value what was and is gone, and justifies reasons to move on in life, where you cannot control things beyond your reach.
Such a powerful piece of poetry and music – delivered in such a simply played and… “performed” isn’t quite the right word… displayed? *evoked*?
Can I get through this song without bawling? Yeah, sometimes!
I agree!
One of your very best – which I believe means it’s up against some pretty stiff competition!